down to the wire

So here we are, about five weeks before I have to leave. I'm not going to talk about the emotional-ness associated with it just yet and stick to the logistics.

I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO :|
I have no idea how I'm going to get everything done, and even more so I have no idea how I'm going to get the motivation to do everything I need to do. But, for now, here is a to-do list.


To Do Before Leaving:

• Finalize leaving date!!!!
• Organize clothes
• Pack clothes
• Sort kitchen stuff
• Pack kitchen stuff
• Find and order a mattress at a decent price
• Look into shipping costs for mildly big things
• Apparently try to find a job for 5 weeks 
• ...who knows. I feel like there is so so SO much more to do to prepare to leave but it's impossible! I have no money or... I don't know. I don't know how to figure out how to get ready for living across the country :S. 

Sigh, I'm pretty overwhelmed. I don't know what to do...