sorry ryerson?

I've felt exceptionally by myself today. This is generally a good thing because I like having personal time, but then it feels isolating when no one is online. And THEN I tried to call everyone I knew because I was having a hallwear-related crisis, but NO ONE WAS HOME.

It was sad.

Anyway, several things happened today.
I fought with my mom, which was lovely. During this time I inadvertently missed a Leadership meeting :| which was sad and wouldn't have happened if I had a functioning cell phone. I then found out that my cell phone is 95% likely to be dead forever, so that was fun. Then there was the hallwear-related crisis during which I thought I had been too much of a deadbeat and screwed my students over but then Promotions Plus saved me! Then I fought with my dad about my Grad party.

Good sandwich...

Anyway, during this time I also got my offer package from Ryerson!! They had already told me I was accepted but this showed the money and professor I was offered. They put up a sweet deal: $8000, all based on academic merit, plus opportunity for TA or RAship. They offered me this prof. She seems pretty cool, not AS exciting as Magda Lewis from Queen's or Rebecca Raby from Brock. Strangely, the deadline they gave me is April 23rd, and it's not only to respond to the offer but also to pay a $500 tuition deposit :|. Very stupid. I'm 99% sure that I'm declining Ryerson, but it's just stressful because it feels so official. What if I regret it?!

I'll probably neglect replying until it's too late. It's how I do lol.

Also, yesterday I had e-mailed Hans Skott-Myhre asking for a delay on my deadline to reply to Brock, and today he sent me this e-mail:

Hi Jennifer

I am not sure if my last e-mail went through so forgive me if this is repetitious. We are very interested in having you as a student in our program. We will be happy to hold a spot open for you as long as we can and will notify you if this becomes problematic. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to be more competitive with the other schools

Best

Hans

Man they're good at bribing me. I don't know what to do... I need a life coach.