hermit

I feel uncomfortable where I am right now. In my head I'm even thinking "I can't wait until the year is over"... which is probably the craziest thing I've ever thought. I just... I feel like I've overstayed. Not by a year but like by a month or something. I feel like the school year, and my RLS run, would have ended perfectly had the semester ended a month ago.

Right now I just get the sense that we're all itching to get away from each other. Maybe we'll all be able to rejuvenate after Easter. Hopefully.

It makes me feel really uncomfortable though, like I should just stay out of other people's way by staying in my room all day - which I did today. I liked it because there were no encounters to make me feel uncomfortable in my skin. I'm probably just overreacting though, which I do. I just wish I knew how to fix that feeling.



This blog has not seen a happy day yet, has it? I should work on that.