I just got back from DeCew, specifically the DeCew HR basement, where Todd, 'Tale, and I had the Tuesday of Mystery that I planned for us :D: "BFF Day"! It was kind of hard to get us all together at the beginning, and I was getting worried that they weren't caring too much about hanging out, but today was pretty good. They really seemed to like the presents I gave them, so that was really nice :). I guess I just still feel... distance though. I guess we're coming from different perspectives; I won't be there but they are still going to be at Brock next year, in residence, on RLS. One close friend is just one smallish portion of change. My whole life is going to be different, and not being around Lindsay Todd and Andrew Natale in that setting (@ Brock in Res on RLS) is the backbone of that change.
It's really freaking hard, and I guess I haven't had the sentimental experience that matches that. Denouement will be close, but 'Tale won't be there.
Bah.
I'm sad. I'll miss my friends.
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